untitled blog.
its been quite long since i had my last blog.. and i admit, i miss it.
i miss sharing my thoughts, feelings and everything with you all ( those who follows me.)—hehehe feeling celebrity..— but seriously i miss this.
As far as i know, i had my last blog on March and it was all about my big day. My 24th big day. and now, its already the first day of june, which means i hadnt write a thing for 3 months. not because im busy, not because i dont want to. but its just because i dont have good internet connection. hehehe…
Anyway (highway) i dont really know what to write, tho ive written lots. Hmm.. Three months, God i have lots of things to share but i dont even know where to start.
i shifted my place, that was this week.
i lost a friend, but i dont have any regret on loosing her.
i cried, lot of times, for feeling being fooled and cheated.
i fought for i knew it was right.
i defend tho i dont think it has to be defended.
i laugh and feeling so much in love.
for that past 3 months, i can say that my world spin in one person and i allow that to happen, i allow my self to be cheated, hurt, laugh at, and fooled by the person i trusted the most. i dont know why am i writing these things. i love him, im happy with him, im afraid of loosing him, and im willing to face everything just to be with him.
it sounds stupid, yes it really is. but this is my choice.
i love him and i’l stay with him.
till wen? i dont know.
its all about me
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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Late Upload
This was taken last 19-02-12 - 20-02-12. Our first month anniversary.
Dinner before our the date.
Papa John’s Pizza.
i ate 4/6 of the pizza, 4 pcs chicken and almost the whole potato wedges… hahaha. gutom lang..
masaya dpat to.
bakit ganon, sabi ko dapat masay pero bkit ganito, di ko alam, d ko maintindihan.
Napakahirap nman. Sobrang hirap. If you only knew what im going thru, i know ull also think of giving up. Pero i will never give up. NEVER unless kung alam kong wla n akong laban. But for now, i know nasakin ang alas. but still its hard and so painful.
i want it to be happy, all i want is to smile but then i have to face it, i have to accept na not all the time world is in favor of me.
but cheer up, i will still stand and smile.
just wanna share
3 days back our IT blocked the sites which me and my other Filipina colleague is browsing everyday and one of those sites is facebook. He even blocked tumbler and yahoo mail, even the meebo which we can access our online facebook friends, he blocked. until now it is blocked, i am just sitting at the reception and using the system, before when i can still access those sites on my system, no one can ever asked me to stay here at the reception, but now, i am voluntarily raising my hands to sit here. Obviously because on this system i can access all, but for sure i can do no work at all.
mixed emotions
30 minutes to go and its 12 midnight na, Im waiting for 00:00 20-02-12. There’s nothing special, its just me and my dadeh’s FIRST MONTH ANNIVERSARY. o DBA ANG TARAY. :)
I dont know what im feeling right now, Im so happy coz i have him in my life, but then i have the fear na one of these coming days, bka lahat ng kaligayahang ito ay maglaho..
“Alam mo yung tipong d ka makasigurado sa mangyayari kinabukasan. ung tipong d mo alam kung hanggang kailan nia hahawakan ang kamay mo at sasabihing mahal ka nia.”
Pero sobrang masaya ako. Akalain mong natagalan nia ang ugali ko? Ang topak at sayad ng ulo ko. Kya nman Love na Love ko xa. :))
Happy 1st Month Anniversary Dadeh.
Hope we’ll stay in love as we woke up in each morning together.
“I guess the time was right for us to say
We’d take our time and live our lives together day by day
We’ll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share
With you I never wonder - will you be there for me
With you I never wonder - you’re the right one for me
Chorus:
I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime
With every kiss our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
(But) we know that we will be together because our love is strong”
Love you Dadeh ko.. :*
hapi good day…
Its late night again and im preparing my self for my new adventure to night. San nanaman kya ako dadalhin ng panaginip ko???? hehehe…
I had a usual day today. woke up late, taking bath so quick, run for the bus, work and as usual sleeping in the office… :)
At syempre after work kailangang magliwaliw, so iwent to Diera pra makakita nman ako ng maganda gandang view.. (which is my dadeh).
Ang dami kong kwento, kya lang antok na ko…
Good nightie.. mhuahugs.. ^_^ zzzzz
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